maybe i shld nt be so positive abt thing lehz bahz. i shld be more negative. look at the darkside of life. mabe life is juz so meaningless. maybe mine is..

it so meaningless when my frenz still get money from their parent even they r nt schooling anymore and me, nt getting any cents from my parent the day i finish poly. and they can go out have fun where i have to think how much money i have left in my wallet.

so well is money impt, yes it is. will life be meaningless if u rich?

parent will juz say want money go earn urself. ok.. bt when u talk on money, they will juz tell u don look on money so hard. mom tell me go kk hospital wif my sis do volunteer job. ok well , whoes gg to pay for the bus fare and food.. me? hell,no. so mom start to say 不要把钱看的那么重. how nt to? u nt giving me money and u are pushing me to spend money when ?

so wad will i wan frm them for my birthday?? cold hard cash!!! so i can buy the thing wan , spend on things i wan.. lol

well , is my life tat bad?? lol..
(mood : tornado)