bck to spore frm china.

extremely tired. everyday knock out even be4 12 which is rarly occur in my life. while at least one thing is the same, i cant fall asleep the last two days. soon to be a panda. but hu rly care.

i treat u as secretary?? i never concern abt u?? i ask for is thingy. i also did ask u to take care urself and sleep early. i treat u as my gf that y i ask u to help me cause u r my closest one. isnt it when im in trouble , the one cloest to me will there for me to lay on??
dear, im in trouble. im oversea on my IS selection date, who do i look for help?? the person closest to me which is u. My frenzs offer to help me to settle it since i cant do it as im not in spore but i rejected them. cause i ardy told u to help me to do it and i fear tat u will be unhappy if i ask them to help me and not u, scare u will feel that they are more closest to me than u, that i trust them more than u.
hu is there 4 me to lay on when im in trouble
i ardy change most of it when i rmb, new stuff that required a password is all a new one. once i say my feeling ended, it rly ended.
i left for china but my heart remain in spore
the first gift i brought when im oversea is not for myself but is for u. i look around when ever i came across a gift shop. i onli rly start to enjoy everything when ur gift is been done. i scare i will forget to buy ur gift. u r first thing i think abt even when im oversea.

i try to cater to wadever u wan. pei u whenever i can even when im veri tired. bring u to place u wan to go no matter how far it is. >.<
it hurts. for the things i care and do for u, in the end this is wad i am to u. ='(
im tired liaoz. 5am lehz. go sleep lehz. when im free than i will go update my trip photo bahz.
maybe i juz a nobody